Suicide is the only way outDepression is a condition of mental disturbance characterized by depression to a greater degree than seems warranted by the external circumstances, typically with lack of energy and difficulty in maintaining concentration or interest in life. However, there is no such things as "depression" in Malaysia because people had overlook that it is the main reason why some people start to do some "crazy" stuff. Today I would like to share a "brainless+childish" topic by talking about committing suicide as a third party person.
According to Deputy Inspector-General of Police Tan Sri Ismail Omar said, Section 309 of the Penal Code stated that anyone guilty of attempted suicide could face imprisonment of up to a year or fined or both but police had not been enforcing it. In this case, I believe no people will look from the point of view of a person who want to "die". In their eyes, they no longer see any value of surviving especially when they reach the peak of the "point" as they would not think about the person that care for them such as friends, relatives, friends and others.
In my opinion, I felt that people who suffer serious depression often having suicidal thought as suicide is the only was out but many people claimed that this kind of people was just seeking for attention or being dramatic. In fact, I was being "tagged" as a weaker or person who just know how to rant/whine everyday but didn't take any changes to improve. Furthermore, it is often starts with jealousy or not being able to compete with others people that eventually end up making him/her felt useless. Nevertheless, it was so demotivated when a lot of comment pouring in to go "14th floor" in other website. Moreover, the only way to know "hell" is exists or not is by not living in this world anymore if you have the courage to bear the risk to going through endless Karma life cycle by becoming other animal or even suffer different kind of torture in hell if you dare. Anyway, below is the top 10 place (location) to choose for commit suicide in Malaysia based on some "silly irresponsible thought" for expressing stress anonymously.
1) Suria Kuala Lumpur City Centre (KLCC)
2) Nu Sentral near KL Sentral
3) Komtar Tower, Penang
4) Pavilion Kuala Lumpur, Tokyo Street
5) Mid Valley Megamall
6) 1 Utama Shopping Centre
7) ÆON Bukit Tinggi Shopping Centre
8) Klang Parade
9) Setia City Mall
10) Sunway Pyramid
Well, I guess this is the top 10 list of commit suicide place and the preference would start from the first choice of location. Basically this blog post was just a rubbish post to express out the inner side of suicidal thought and it would require a lot of courage to do the "jump". However, you must be questioning about why must choose shopping complex instead of other place? The reason would be if really want to go to "hell" fast, must choose the best location as it will be remembered because it only happen once in a lifetime. Actually there is one more to include which is Plaza Lowyat since it left the author a lot of memories including forum but this list is only for 10 location.
Seriously the reason for writing this post is to release the stress of life and often having suicidal thought due to depression and hallucinated after possession by ghost. Besides, I'm still sad about my (www.lonelyreload.com) domain has been bought by others people and become a "Lonely college chicks are horny" website. On the other hand, today one of my ex-colleague come and visited me and talk a lot about the benefit of his new company. Somehow it is quite true that my "Copy Cut and Paste" data entry admin job seems to be no future one. It is because how would you tell other employer that you only have this kind of "donkey job" skill after 1~2 years of working experience because anybody can do it. Although he say like that, I did feel so helpless and demotivating because I always get scold for doing wrong things for such a simple job. Apparently I am having this kind of stupid thought that if I no longer in this world, I would no need to compete with other people about who earn the most money with/without degree certification, no need to care anything but it will be such a selfish act.
Perhaps the way to be more positive is to be grateful of what I have. For instance, if I'm doing a donkey job, I shall be happy that at least I'm living better than those beggar, or the homeless people that sleep outside of KL Sentral? In life, there is so many things to say and I felt that it is more stupid to die just because of "Chinese Face Problem". For example, you won't be seeing a UK degree fresh graduate come out to work as a sweeper in the roadside or doing waiter job due to face problem right? Furthermore, I felt bad when some colleague saying another colleague that "UK graduates produce such a rubbish candidate" as she graduate the same UK university as me when she left the company not long ago.
Honestly, my objective already reach when I work in this company which is to get to know 90% of all the sales figure for e-commerce website in Malaysia. However, knowing the sales is useless before it couldn't bring any wealth if you never start to take action. Besides, I did felt "butthurt" when writing the RM1 million cheque every week as I wish that the cheque is for me. Anyway, I also felt that money is just a figure to show off to other people that how well are you doing. Nevertheless, being poor and lost face could also make someone having suicidal thought. In conclusion, not much people in Malaysia will pity those "weak minded people" and there is no such thing as depression if you're poor as Bill Gates once said "If you are born poor its not your mistake, But if you die poor its your mistake." My world now is totally blank without a mission and I don't even think about the person that I love or the people who cares for me. Guess this is the end of the story as it would remain as a history no matter how much KARMA I would receive later for writing this suicidal post. (再怎么痛，再怎么难过，人家也看不到，也不会心疼你，你难过给谁看？)